freestylinGod

R.I.P.

Yea
Sometimes shit happens
And we don’t even see it coming
And when it happens
All we can say is damn
Cuz really what can we do?

I remember the days that we used to spend together
Now we can’t even see each other
Damn how times have changed
To think of you gone is way too strange
I cant handle it, can’t deal with it
What am I supposed to do now? Just ain’t feelin’ it
It’s so messed up
To think of you in the past tense
Man life blows up on you at times
Just doesn’t make any sense
I wish that we had at least one more day
So I could say all the things I never got to say
It’s strange how it is, how it all works
People talk smack behind your back
And when something bad happens
They suddenly care about ya
Like they were always there for ya
I mean I guess it’s for the best
Cuz I don’t wanna ruin my memories of ya
So as Pac has said so many times
Life goes on
Rest in peace
You will be missed
Just know that you had an influence on everyone that you knew
And there won’t be a day that goes by that I dont think about you
I wish that we could have stayed kids forever
So that way we would never have to deal with whatever
Life deals us cuz that is way too tough
This road ahead is gonna be rough
With you gone, you used to guide me the right way
I hope it’s better on the other side and hey
Life goes on so Ima hold on to my wonderful memories of you
Cuz they make life bearable and easier to live through

yeah
RIP
we’ll miss you

(Even though this is just a general rap, RIP Mr. Freeman)

2 Notes

Just a great song that I think we should all listen to, especially today.

3 Notes

Keepin it clean

These are so random haha.

85% virgin

Ok, Here’s the deal… Start with 100% and subtract 1% for everything that you’ve done. Then repost as your __% Virgin.
1. Smoked.
2. Drank alcohol
3. Cried when someone died.
4. Been drunk.
5. Had sex.
6. Been to a concert.
7. gotten/given a handjob.
8. gotten/given a blowjob.
9. Been verbally/sexually harassed.
10. Verbally/sexually harassed somebody.
11. Felt someone up and/or been felt up.
12. Laughed so hard something came out of your nose.
13. Cheated on a boyfriend/girlfrend before.
14. Been cheated on by a boyfriend/girlfriend.
15. Been to prom.
16. Cried at school.
17. Gotten lost in a WalMart or a department store.
18. Went streaking.
19. Given or receieved a lap dance.
20. Had someone of the opposite sex in your room.
21. Had someone of the opposite sex sleep over.
22. Slept over at someone of the opposite sexs house.
23. Kissed a stranger.
24. Hugged a stranger.
25. Went scuba diving.
26. Driven a car.
27. Gotten an x-ray.
28. Hit by a car.
29. Had a party
30. Done serious drugs.
31. Played strip poker/darts.
32. Got paid to strip for someone.
33. Run away from home.
34. Broken a bone.
35. Eaten sushi.
36. Bought porn.
37. Watched porn.
38. Made porn.
39. Had a crush on someone of the same sex.
40. Been in love.
41. Frenched kissed.
42. Laughed so hard you cried.
43. Cried yourself to sleep.
44. Laughed yourself to sleep
45. Stabbed yourself.
46. Shot a gun
47. Trash talked someone and then acted like their best friend the next day.
48. Been online for 9 consecutive hours.
49. Watched TV for 9 consecutive hours.
50. Watched an animal die.
51. Watched a person die.
52. Kissed and/or messed around somewhere with at least 1 person present.
53. Pranked somebody
54. Put somebody in the hospital.
55. Snuck into someone’s room and/or your own room after being out.
56. Kissed somebody of the same sex.
57. Dressed punk.
58. Dressed goth.
59. Dressed preppy.
60. Been to a motocross race.
61. Avoided somebody.
62. Been stalked.
63. Stalked someone.
64. Met a celebrity.
65. Played an instrument.
66. Ridden a horse.
67. Cut yourself.
68. Bungee jumped.
69. Ding dong ditched somebody.
70. Been to a wild party.
71. Got caught stealing something.
72. Kicked/punched a guy in the balls.
73. Stolen a boyfriend/girlfriend from a friend.
74. Gone out with your friend’s crush.
75. Got arrested.
76. Been pregnant.
77. Babysat.
78. Been to another country.
79. Started your house on fire.
80. Had an encounter with a ghost.
81. Donated your hair to cancer patients.
82. Been asked out by someone that you never thought you’d be asked out by.
83. Cried over a member of the opposite sex.
84. Had a boyfriend/girlfriend for over or 3 months.
85. Sat on your butt all day.
86. Ate a whole carton of ice cream all by yourself.
87. Had a job.
88. Gotten cut from a sports team.
89. Been called a whore.
90. Danced like a whore
91. Been mistaken for a celebrity.
92. Been in a car accident.
93. Been told you have beautiful eyes.
94. Been told you have beautiful hair.
95. Raped somebody.
96. Danced in the rain.
97. Been rejected.
98. Walked out of a restaurant without paying.
99. Punched someone/slapped someone in the face.
100. Been raped.

Above it all

Wake up everyday with a new goal in mind.
Today ain’t gonna be a disappointment it’s gonna be oh so fine.
I think often times we set the bar too high.
Don’t get me wrong, dreams are great but why,
do we let them take over our lives?
When honestly we just want to look good in other people’s eyes.
Isn’t that what most people care about now?
I guess I’m just different cuz I never gave a shit how,
people viewed me cuz their opinion doesn’t count.
At the end of the day if I’m happy with what I amount
to, then fuck it. I’m good I dont need shit from anyone.
Sieze the day, carpe diem, but hey I’m already done.

Been there done that, so I’m through.
Now it’s all up to you.

So we go our separate ways

You see I’m always online,
but to you I’ll be invisible all the time
When the clock strikes 11:11,
all I wish for is for us to be close again
At times I reminisce bout the times that were good
Thinkin’ bout the things I could
have done and bout the things I regret
I guess my memory of you, I’ll just have to forget
Temporarily on the same path, so we formed a bond
Then you took a left and I tried to follow but could not go on
So I took a right and now we have our own journeys
I can still see you from where I am but it’s not the same so please
Let me move on with my life and forget about the past
Cuz obviously the bond we had wasn’t meant to last
That’s fine, I’m past it all so it’s all good
I think some of my actions were just misunderstood
So we go our separate ways, I wish you good luck
I was down in a hole for a while, but now I know I’m not stuck

2 Notes

Anonymous asked: shit dude that last one really hit me
haha

i try

Here for you

No need for you to hold it in
Don’t bottle it up inside
Let it all out
I’m right here by your side
You ain’t alone in this world
I hope you know this to be true
Some friends come and go
But I’m gonna continue
To look after you
And do
Everything I can do
To see that smile
To hear that laugh
Cuz you’re more than just a friend to me
You’re like the peanut butter to my jelly
I know it’s cliche
But I just want you to know
I’m here for you
So you don’t hafta go
Through this time alone
on your own
I know life’s messed up right now
But lemme help you get through it all
There will be brighter days
And just know I won’t let you fall
I’ll be the shoulder you need to lean on
The man that’ll keep you safe
So just take
My hand and I’ll be like your guidin’ light
Through this cruel, cold night

3 Notes

Freedom

Right now life seems kind of colorless
I can’t really wait for this
Period of time to finally end
Till then I’ma hafta pretend
That life ain’t so bad
That it’s really worth it
That good things will come
Cuz I deserve it
I ain’t depressed that’s a fact I already know
I just want to live it up fosho
I think that high school isn’t that great
Maybe 2nd sem but for that I’ll hafta wait
I think that I’m hopin for this soul to run free
To finally be a man with no shackles you see
But I guess for now I’ll just hafta stare
Out mah window and wonder what’s out there
I guess in life we all go through shit periods of time
So when the good things happen the light seems to shine
More on our lives and we appreciate these moments more
I feel like the downs in life happen right before
The great moments in life
That are bound to come
I’ma keep myself hopeful
And for those ups I hope I get some
So I’ll wait for life to start its incline for me
Can’t wait for the time when I’m finally free

Setting things straight

Few options for me
that I don’t even really like
Got my head all confused
I ain’t thinkin’ right
I want something that I can’t have
And I know it
But part of me wants it so bad
That I can’t control it
I’m on a collision course
But my hands ain’t on the wheel
My heart is takin’ the driver’s seat
Can’t believe this is real
I used to be so untouchable
So unaffected by the game
Now I’m sittin as a passenger
Starin’ out the window filled with shame
I thought I was different
I thought I could handle this
But failure hits ya hard
and ignorance is bliss
I guess, I can’t get my shit straight
But I gotta really try
Gettin’ so affected
My passions in life feel so dry
A second effort is what I need
This time around
I better succeed
Like drake I’ma start doin’ me
Cuz honestly
I haven’t been myself lately
First step’s acceptance
So I’ma sleep on this tonight
Tomorrow morning
I’ma go hard and do this shit right
I gotta grab life by the horns
Take back that driver’s seat
Cuz I dictate my own life
And that’s how it’s always gonna be

2 Notes

Truth

Just a quick freestyle.

It’s kind of weird how we bond over misfortune.
It’s like we feel better knowin’ we ain’t the only ones that don’t win.
I mean we ain’t doin’ so well so it feels nice
To know that we ain’t alone in this cris-
is cuz what we do is form a strong bond
So we always know that we got someone.
Life isn’t about the sad moments that occur.
It’s about the happy moments yell with me if you concur!

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R.I.P.

Keepin it clean

85% virgin

Above it all

So we go our separate ways

Here for you

Freedom

Setting things straight

Truth